Yurui

Yurui has come to mean "lazy" in Japanese slang- although it once stood for "loose, or not tight"; "not well regulated"; "moist and lacking in firmness"- go figure. In my never ending quest to move out and get a job I have been trying my darndest to not be yurui, still I find doubt lingering. No matter how many websites I search, or follow up letters I write the festering fear of being yurui and not doing enough lingers. Still I know applying to a job at 5am on a Sunday is better then not applying at all. And that, by nature, is tres kawaii.